Saturday, December 31, 2005
wahh.
its really been a great day of learning. and a day of great joy. so glad to see people starting to get closer to the lord slowly. haha. just like a new born baby, slowly imitating what you're doing, though he/she doesnt really comprehand the rational. haha.
thank you lord for speaking to me this june. where i can really get so fired up about your kingdom.
thank you lord for rescuing me from the deepest down moment of my life. where i really experienced love and joy from the church. fellowship only from the church, that cannot be found from the word.
you are simply just so so worthy oh god. i will give you thanks no matter what, in all circumstance. really. oh god. shall love you more and more.
express yourself {11:12 PM}
Friday, December 30, 2005
dont let pride swallow you up. just know your limits. dont let pride blind you up, and make you do the things that you know you shouldnt be doing. dont let it blindfold you and deceive you. know your limits.
dont let pride swell and form complacency. always be humble and faithful. give thanks, and know that you're only capable through the Lord.
aihh. a long journey in this spiritual race. mustn't let it make me stumble and fall.
Journey, by Corrine May
It’s a long, long journey
Till I know where I’m supposed to be
It’s a long, long journey
and I don’t know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It’s a long, long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I’ve spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what’s my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you’ll be standing by my side
It’s a long, long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it seems no one understands
I don’t even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can’t see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?
‘Cause it’s a long, long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
It’s a long, long journey
Till I find my way home to you
express yourself {10:41 PM}
hmm. holy spirit is evident in our lives.
dont you feel sometimes you just feel something gentle waking you up. you dont jump out of bed, or get awakened by some loud nice. its just so gentle. and yet you wake up. just naturally. and when you look at the time, its just nice the ncie you have to wake up.
just as you wake up, you reach your bus stop/mrt station. just as you wake up, everything seems so smooth and flowing in your journey. like the appointed time, where when you wake at this time, all the bus/trains will arrive very quickly upon reaching the bus stop/platform.
maybe its just me. haha. but its so nice to have the spirit descending on you every morning, waking you up. almost every morning. hah.
ran 2.4 with alvin, cong and pete today. cause yk was sick, then he didnt come to shepherd us. so went to run at serrangoon stadium. hah. was fun. :)
then had pm. uhm and went home. haha. and here i am.
lazy to post details. XD
anyway, toodles.
hosannayouarehighandliftedup
youareworthyofallpraise
simplysoworthyolordjesus
express yourself {8:34 PM}
did the personality temperament test.
sanguine 14, melancholy 15, phlegmatic 9, choleric 2
hah.
clashing personalities of melancholy and sanguine, according to lays.
split personality disorder. =.=
oh wells.
here's the link.
http://www.xenoscleveland.org/temperaments/temperament_test.htm
express yourself {8:34 PM}
there's reason for everything. there's a reason why you ended up in this service, not the other. a reason for god moving in your heart, softening your heart, accepting him into your life. theres a reason for these things to happen. then dont just happen like that. they are in God's plan. they dont just come and go,
dont just let the crowd tell you what to do. dont let them condemn how you'll be spending life after this, in eternity. if only you could see this that is. how eager do i desire for you to stay on. you dont just experience all these things and go back to the world. things dont work like this. arg. but why am i feeling this way? cause i treasure your soul. cause, there's more of us praising his name together. there's more of us that's going to serve powerfully in his kingdom.
you're a keyplayer in the kingdom. thats why you're in this plight. if only you could see this. if only. stand firm. god
WILL provide a way.
let's have faith and intercede, for
god is faithful.
letsbepeoplewhofearnothingbutgodandpeoplewhohatenothingbutsin
letsbepowerfulworldchangersandpowermanandwomanofgod
express yourself {1:00 AM}
Thursday, December 29, 2005
was worshipping god during QT, then suddenly this came into my mind.
"Its not about the music. Yes God is glad with us singing/music, but the music isn’t everything. Its all about him to begin with, how to please him. Its your heart, your desire. Your attitude, your relationship. How you bring people into God’s presence, after entering it first. "
ahh. god above music. worshipping god is all about him. its not about how good your voice is, or how good you are with your instrument. haiya. must set the motives and intentions right before i do anything.
must ggroww.
arg. must grow faster.
express yourself {10:17 PM}
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
god is faithful!
went for barbeque today, and it rained.
it rained and rained.
then i prayed, but it continued to rain again later.
but i persevered and continued to pray. then it stopped, and we managed to barbeque late into the night.
wahaha.
so tired.
shall go play worship and deco for care group. :)
praise god!
he's just so worthy.
worthy for the whole of me, and nothing else.
simply that.
godhonourswhateverthatyouhonourhimwith
thereforedoeverythingwithallyourheartandsoul
forgodwillhonouryouforyourheart
express yourself {12:56 AM}
Monday, December 26, 2005
the fast is over.
what a fantastic christmas with christ. this year is simply the best ever. though tiring, but fulfilling.
god is SO FAITHFUL.
awesomely faithful.
I will standfirm. i must.
i give you praise and thanks for EVERYTHING.
For the fruits, for planting the seeds, for the annointment, for the great fellowship, the great carols...
everything.
You are the reason. Really.
really tired. zombified.
retention! : D
express yourself {12:59 AM}